Everytime I see you by my side,
your heart is always not there.
I know,
you work very hard.
I know,
no matter how much you change your love to me will never change.
I know,
these changes can lead us to a better life without financial problem.
I know,
what you did I'm always be in the first place of consideration.
But please understand what I feel.
I will feel lonely.
when I'm lonely I will have a series of negative thoughts.
Negative thoughts will lead to more more more -ve thoughts.
When I'm alone,
I miss you alot.
I miss your hugs.
I want more time.
I'm always unsatisfied.
I miss you brushing my fridge aside and kiss me when i want to sleep.
i want to do reports and assignments together with you.
i want to have dinner frequently with you.
i want to take photos of ours as memory.
please understand why i will always misunderstand you.
I dont know who will you meet when you're outstation or go out.
I dont know why you will share photo recently.
I dont know why you sound so showing off these days.
I know your job is to show a confident and a optimistic you in front of people.
you just look strange to me.
And I just dont know why. Not blaming you nor not allow you to do so.
These changes made me afraid and think of many negative thoughts.
How long we didn't celebrate monthsary ya?
I love you. <3
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